I’ve been so bad lately I haven’t wanted to write. There’s so much stress from outside forces, I feel like I can’t control anything. I’m almost losing control over myself: I’v have been on just the right side of binging for days and all I want to do is breakdown, give in, and be sick. Relief.
And it’s terrible.
And things keep happening.
And I cam’t make any of it stop.
I’m still binge/purge free. For now.
Old habits die hard.